| Sunday, October 26th, 2003 |
| 5:24 pm |
Well Holy Shit! I'm posting...
Gee... It's been a long-ass time since my last post. And, if I were you I probably wouldn't be expecting another one too soon. I've been busy lately with school up at Kent and my shitty shitty job in Hartville. Not a whole hell of a lot has changed, but many a fucked-up thing happens everyday. Guess that's life. Current Mood:  melancholyCurrent Music: Anything |
| Monday, April 21st, 2003 |
| 8:35 pm |
I scheduled for classes the other day. I'm going to be taking Calculus, cell biology, an english course called great books, and latin. My ass is clenching right now. |
| Thursday, April 10th, 2003 |
| 8:04 pm |
Alright, i'm finally awake. Kinda. Celeste woke me up around 7 this morning with a pipe. Then we proceeded to take shots. There is a certain difficulty in looking "casual" while taking an early morning drunken stumble down to the 7-11. Came home, messaged jon on a drunk whim, and passed out. Slept til 5, got up smoked some more and made dinner. It was a good day off. Current Mood:  good |
| Sunday, April 6th, 2003 |
| 7:27 am |
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| Friday, April 4th, 2003 |
| 10:21 pm |
God damn...
It has been nearly three months since i moved down to america's wang. Fucked up. Shit before i left home i thought this would be impossible; an utter failure. now i'm pretty happy, i'm actually doing ok. I miss home but i like it here. it's new and its temporary. that gives me a certain sense of freedom, although i'm still the virtual shut-in. Work is fine...well kinda. The job is that just a job. People are nice but that fucking mouse is sticking it to me raw. Bills, groceries, and herbal delights...these are what i work for. Current Mood: introspective |
| Friday, March 21st, 2003 |
| 10:02 pm |
I was stuck in the rain for two and a half hours today at work. I wear a fucking white uniform and i was soaked to the bone... Goddamned Sunny Mother-Fucking Florida. But, I'm better now. Dry clothes, a smoke, and some food does a world of good. Miss people at home. Mom and Jessi will be down in a few days but there are still some other people i really want to see back home. Current Mood: lonely |
| Wednesday, March 19th, 2003 |
| 10:31 pm |
FUCK!
So we're actually going to war...mother fuckers. Ok i'm sorry to sound a little damn selfish but i just got my life in some sort of order and there are a lot of draftable young men that me and mine care an awful fucking lot about, and this war just really is not something i want. Fucking republicans. Of course it has been coming. We have had it coming! This is the same shit we fought the gulf war over, we should have fucking resolved it then. And if this saddam ass hole is so evil why didn't we just send a little covert team of navy seals over there to assassinate him and his sons. It's not like america is above that sort of thing. So here it is. This is my generation: school shootings, millenium apocalypse scares, bomb threats, terrorist attacks and now another war. Kinda makes you want to go live in a hole. Current Mood:  angry |
| Saturday, March 15th, 2003 |
| 10:06 pm |
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| Wednesday, March 5th, 2003 |
| 11:34 pm |
I just recently finished reading the Lord of The Rings trilogy. Now i am reading a book about the the lord of the rings. And at this very moment i am watching the special edition dvd. Dear god i'm a fucking nerd. No wonder i'm still a virgin...oh that and i'm ugly. Current Mood:  nerdyCurrent Music: the sound of my biological clock ticking to dooms day. |
| Sunday, March 2nd, 2003 |
| 11:24 pm |
So i just off the phone with jon...i really like that boy...a lot. And for those who know me this is nothing new. I don't know what the hell is going on in his head though. If he doesn't know how i feel he's fucking retarded. I've talked to him about it once and he said he needed time to heal, he has been fucked over before...hardcore. So i'll just sit here and wait being a good little girl and hope his punk ass heals all up and notices this bitch over here that would jump through hoops backwards for him. Current Mood:  frustratedCurrent Music: Authority Zero- One More Minute |
| Thursday, February 6th, 2003 |
| 10:44 pm |
I Am A: Neutral Good Elf Ranger Fighter Alignment:Neutral Good characters believe in the power of good above all else. They will work to make the world a better place, and will do whatever is necessary to bring that about, whether it goes for or against whatever is considered 'normal'. Race:Elves are the eldest of all races, although they are generally a bit smaller than humans. They are generally well-cultured, artistic, easy-going, and because of their long lives, unconcerned with day-to-day activities that other races frequently concern themselves with. Elves are, effectively, immortal, although they can be killed. After a thousand years or so, they simply pass on to the next plane of existance. Primary Class:Rangers are the defenders of nature and the elements. They are in tune with the Earth, and work to keep it safe and healthy. Secondary Class:Fighters are the warriors. They use weapons to accomplish their goals. This isn't to say that they aren't intelligent, but that they do, in fact, believe that violence is frequently the answer. Deity:Mielikki is the Neutral Good goddess of the forest and autumn. She is also known as the Lady of the Forest, and is the Patron of Rangers. Her followers are devoted to nature, and believe in the positive and outreaching elements of it. They use light armor, and a variety of weapons suitable for hunting, which they are quite skilled at. Mielikki's symbol is a unicorn head. Find out What D&D Character Are You?, courtesy of  NeppyMan (e-mail) |
| 10:35 pm |
Ohh and that crazy shit with the subject headings was completely unintentional. |
| 10:27 pm |
It's Alive!
Well holy shit i'm actually surviving Florida. Frankly i'm amazed. I figured my parents would be identifying a body by now. I now have certain and undeniable proof that the real world does in-fact suck and as soon as this little mis-adventure is over i intend on running full tilt back to me momma and papa. I mean i do enjoy this whole independent thing but i also realize that i had it damn good and i intend on living at home until they kick my bitch-ass out. Current Music: Static-X |
| Saturday, October 12th, 2002 |
| 1:10 am |
It's Alive!!!
Well god damn it has been a long ass time. Not much has happened save recent news. I sent in the confirmation papers for the Walt Disney Wolrd College Program *buh buh bahh!!*. So that means me bestest friend and i are moving down to Florida come January. So that gives me a shit load of things to do: I have to find a place to stay down there (there=Orlando, Fl)I have to find Celeste a job. and pack and plan and all that shit because we leave in three months. So i should hope to update a little more frequently but we all know i'm a lazy bitch. Current Mood:  busyCurrent Music: Mindless Self Indulgence |
| Tuesday, April 23rd, 2002 |
| 11:17 am |
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| Thursday, March 28th, 2002 |
| 11:48 pm |
God-damn it's been a long ass time. I do have reasons though...actually they're shitty excuses, either way y'all really won't care to hear them. So I'll just get on with it. It's getting to be the end of spring break and i realize that college is exactly the same as high school. You start out every new year looking forward to getting back to the old routine, seeing your friends evryday, feeling like the classes are easy and fun. And then you realize it actually sucks, you hate all the people around except for a select few, and you're counting the days until summer vacation. Well at least you still have your friends to talk to right? Wrong, they're not there. Well I took the step and made a friend and she went down to Florida... I'm really starting to miss her too. But she'll be back come next fall. And class'll be over come the middle of May. So I'll quit mine bitchen'. Oh and Holly i really liked playing worms the other day, we should hang more often...like the olden days: 10th grade B.C.(Before Cock-bite). Current Mood: chipperCurrent Music: Rock 107 |
| Friday, March 15th, 2002 |
| 10:25 pm |
I got glasses today. My very first pair...it sucks. i also got my very first purse the other day...i'm ashamed. It's not that bad though...military issue; very chic. Life is a crazy ever-changing whirlwind...i'm begining to get the hang of it. Just a few key rules for survival: 1. take nothing seriously 2. take nothing to heart 3. understand that humans are a hopelessly flawed species and live with it and 4. everything is relative... Current Mood: goodCurrent Music: Born in the USA- The Boss |
| Thursday, February 21st, 2002 |
| 9:08 pm |
I have to start planning my summer trip. I will take one and it will be damn cool...and probably damn expensive. What the hell...i only live once. Current Mood:  determinedCurrent Music: Weezer-Say It Ain't So |
| Thursday, February 14th, 2002 |
| 10:21 am |
Happy Anti-Valentines Day
Ah it is the day dreaded by singles all over the world...V-Day. Frankly i never liked the day; too much pink and red and hearts everywhere...not to mention the fact i have been single 18 out of 18 years of the holliday. That's rather sad ain't it.... Anyway i'm on protest today...all black for me...i'm an anti-valentine. Current Mood: bitchyCurrent Music: The beautiful sounds of hearts breaking...ha! |
| Wednesday, February 6th, 2002 |
| 7:12 pm |
Well well well...i be back. 12 days ago i busted my collar bone in half. This is the third time i've broken a collar bone, second time on this side. I missed one of my best friend's wedding, too. But today i drove to school for the first time since. So shit's getting better; i'm healing and life goes on. Current Mood: accomplishedCurrent Music: Tom Petty - Even the Losers Get Lucky Sometimes |
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